Antho 2.0

2009-10-15T23:32:00.003+08:00

Hey Guys, I just Made a new wordpress blog and i'll be using that from now onwards.

http://antomelody.wordpress.com/

Break Mindset

2009-08-10T01:39:00.003+08:00

What a blast! Break the small Mindset and Expand our thoughts. Break the thinking of the world and think even further.

"If you want something you never had before, you got to do something you never done berfore".

Gonna do something that is not comfortable to do and be in, but able to shape and mold myself. Getting into Lasalle College of Art is gonna be easy, Nothing is impossible. Going to chiong for required music qualification. Going to study and learn like never before, Lulu see you in Lasalle man!

Break Mindset

Nice Day

2009-07-26T04:03:00.006+08:00

I feel that i'm in my own fantasy world these few days, watched too much Phantom of Opera. hahaha =) I was brought closer to music each day and as I get my inspiration each new day. My path was brighten up again, I am going to show people that I can do well even when I have lots of things in hand. I am going to show people what I can do with my music with lots of feelings and expression. Currently I am learning and working on more piano pieces, gonna keep practicing and one day, I will be able to bring glory with my music. =) Really want to thank those who support, infocated and helped me!

"cultural mandate"

Faithful

2009-07-22T01:10:00.018+08:00

Another Mandane day in school, things goes very slowly this morning. On my way to school this morning, I met chek yeow at serangoon MRT station.

While walking to school, I remembered what Fifi posted at her facebook status this morning, which changed my thoughts at an impact.

"We shoulden't follow what our heart says, for our hearts are deceitful. Make the right decision and stick to it".

I realized that I had made alot of mistake, as in doing things wrongly. What I can say is that, I did'nt think and decide before requesting and asking things. Everything just pop out of my mind and I just shoot it out, thinking that others will be ok and agreeable. (If you had been talking to me recently, you might know.) I feel that my insecurity had irritated or disturbed some people through this. Came to realise that I have not thought of others when requesting or asking things, How to ask? How will the person feel when I make direct request?

I am going to change my buggy way of doing things, thinking and asking. I feel sorry for those who had tolerated it. Thanks for respecting me also. =) I feel that being faithful in the small things does need to be applied in this area of my life. Felt my emotions getting lighter now, this is definitely a lesson that had enabled me to grow.

I don't want to lose trust, friendship and relationship because of my lacks. Time for me to really really raise up and grow to a new level. =)

"Spirit makes man!"

A Day of My Life

2009-07-20T21:40:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 5.15am today feeling happy, told myself that i'm going to start Academic Excellence, 25hours study rule already. Went to school as early as usual today, it's like the first time in my St Gabriel's life, reaching school soo early. Tried to play abit of "Requiem" in school this morning, still can't get the hold of it, But at least managed to play 12bars with problems.

School was quite funny and weird at the same time. Both of my form teachers were not in school because of MC. Mr Tuang came into class wearing a mask to prevent the spread of virus from the class. "I was like man! how cranky can the day go. xD". Everyone was so crazy today. Benedict is acting like he'd got infected by ADHD. hahaha. =) My perspective of school had changed after the exprience. School is definately not a fun place to be in, but this is where relationship and bonding are being built, other than typically to study.

Going to take blodness tomorrow to play piano to lead Vocal Warmups during Vocal Practice. Excited for Connect Group Meeting also. =)

Precious moments

2009-07-17T17:54:00.010+08:00

Today was awesome, woke up quite late today but still managed to reach school on time. Had fun during PE, learnt how to spin a traditional top after several failures. Finally after many years, i'm able to play the charte. xD Right after PE was maths test. Felt so confident during the test, trying to us as much brains as possible. The last 2 periods before school end, I rushed through my half done lectora webpage. It's so important to go ahead of work when given assignments, if you want to leave class ontime. =)"The dendroids thing really turned my day alive, thanks to Genesis of a Genius.xD"

"Requiem For a Dream" is still "Requiem Sala"
tried it on the Piano in school this morning, hope i'll be able to play it soon.

met up with Miss Wong outside staffrom after school and talked on the way untill she alights from the MRT. Went to City Hall after that to get guitar strings and then went home.

Reach home, bang the keyboard for around an hour and sat down and slack since I Have nothing to do. Thought of alot of things while slacking, and realized that time went really really fast. Made a decision to treasure whatever time I have with whomever. If not the next thing I know is, I'm going to miss my friends in St Gabriel's.(Marked 17July2009) =)

REFLECTION - Carpe Diem Camp

2009-06-06T22:37:00.012+08:00

Carpe Diem Camp was planed by Mr Jeyaram and some of the teachers along with a committee of NIE teachers(Trainee Teachers). Basically, this camp was seriously seriously beyond my expectation. I did not expect this camp to be so awesome. I had a Deep bonding with my group members and also gained experience being able to lead a group and realized my potential and what I can actually do when leading people.Not just all the bonding and activities were fruitful, but the sharing sessions and Social Emotional Learning(SEL) was also an inspiration to me.

The SEL session was an eye openning to me as i actually got a revelation during the session. It was so intresting, Social awareness, Goal Setting, Achieving Goal, Managing Self and people's thoughts. It is just like what Pastor always say,"People don't know how much you know untill they see how much you care".Goal Setting and making sure plans are achived is like Pastor Cho's "4th Dimension"! setting a goal, plan a goal to achive wthin 30days and act as if you were. Mr Jeyaram also encourage us to listen to Nick Vujcic's sermon Wow! He said he'll try to get him to come to my school the next time. I'm so looking forward to it.

Had alot of fun this 2 days, what I'm targetting for my group really did happen! What I targetted was to be the best group of strong relationship and team spirit, other then the usual so called "Best and most tip top group". Really proud of my group and glad that relationship were built during the camp.

As I once had a dream of moulding lives being a teacher in future, coincidentally this camp had all the NIE teachers! Which makes me keen of seeing how and what are the processes like to be a great teacher. From what I saw, those Trainee teacher were very good! And I can feel their passion even when they run this camp. I came to realise that alot of teachers have a deep and strong passion for teaching at the beginning but the passion gets lesser and shallower as years of teaching overcome. It got me thinking,"What is real passion"? I'm going to commit myself as to find out what really is "Real Passion" and i'll come back with a blog post. (got to observe more xD)

Hope to have this kind of camp again probably next year. FUN MAN! I got too inspired and curious to know things now. haha,

Seeya

Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

Irritated by Pranks man! (TRUST)

2009-06-05T01:09:00.004+08:00

I'm super irritated! haha people seem to like to prank me sia. After a fruitful vocal pratice today I had dinner with the usual Kevin, Jean Peng Jia Hao and the rest. This was the 2nd time people play such trick on me by taking away my handphone when i'm not aware! Jean Peng was the 2nd person who did this but not as bad as the 1st, sooo irritated. Make me scared for nothing. xD Anyway, the 1st person who did this at Paya Lebar, "I did not forget". You know who you are man! I shall not reveal someone whose sur name starts with a 'Y' and ends with a 'G' hehe. This really got me thinking of how much I trust my friends and will "I lose trust?". But I can be definite that, I will not lose trust on my friends. =) "I don't believe in only finding a trustwothy friend, I only believe in building true relationship trough trust". TRUST TRUST TRUST I TRUST YOU

Bye. :)

Heart in Music

2009-05-31T00:43:00.002+08:00

Recently, I got very very prompted to get back my guitar skills. What I was is, I was quite good on the classical guitar last time. But after I stwich to strumming, I never practiced my plucking and totally lost part of my abilitiy. What came to my mind is that,"I will not put my learning to waste". It leads me to find guitar pieces that will allow me to progress. After days of sourcing, I found this very beautiful peice,"Promises by Kotaro Oshio". I decided to use it for my so called progression. I thought of what can I do to improve my music instade of simply being musically incline. I plan to finish learning and master this piece by the end of 2009. I'll also be bloging about my musical encounter while improving. This is very close tied to my calling of being a musician for God in future. I don't want to just bring great music to people, but I want to bring great music filled with emotions and conviction to people and they are going to get saved. Musicality is very importent and it has to be filled with relationship with God. Very much like the anointing, the flow with the holy spirit. This year is going to be great and very musical for me.

Awesome Day

2009-05-27T22:13:00.004+08:00

Today was a great day where I felt a faith raging out of my soul. This morning, I comitted myself to going to school, bringing along this quote with me,"Love God, Love People, Love Life". Just Loved some people today, including some teachers in school. I told myself that I wanted to enlighten the spirit of others, somewhat like directing this light into the person. Wow! it really worked! just a simple greeting, a simple 'Hi' had done it! Tested it on my friends, saying 'Hi' to them and giving them a loving impression. It work, after that, I tried it on others, "It Worked!". Can feel that they are much happier now, can see the teachers smiling haha. Looks like they might be thinking, what had happened to me today. haha. "Love God, LOVE PEOPLE, Love Life", gonna make it a everyday routine thing. Mission Accomplished!

After school, Patrick and I, along with Alvin went to Davis guitar to get Patrick's guitar string. I met Nicholas Luo over there! awesome to see church people around! After being in City Hall, we went to Alvin's house and we jamed over there. At night, Alvin and I decided to do a random recording, quite funny though. Anyway, we uploaded it onto youtube and here I am blogging right now. Not forgetting that I had dinner with Alvin and his parent. His Father was quite funny and he's mother was very good, got to talked about christianity also! Today was really really great, can't wait for tomorrow. seeya!

Breakthrough

2009-05-19T23:24:00.004+08:00

Alot of things had been happening over the week man! haven't been updating for soo long. Recently, I just felt I got to have a breakthrough in the CG, being more connected, interacted. To be frank, I'm not really really connected to the CG nowadays and don't really even know what's going on, things like outings and activities in the CG. Just felt that I have to build more relationship with the CG though the relationship in the CG is very strong, but I can feel that I lost out. It could be because of the CG is bigger, I don't know. BREAKTHROUGH!!!!

Ministry is going well right now, felt a growth in Projection Ministry, on the Left side, really got a breakthrough in the spirit and willing to go an extra mile, something more challanging is coming my way. On the technicle side, need to gain more exposure as for more inspiration for designing slides. Recently, I just got the urge to go for Photography as my next ministry, Now have to see how it goes, hope i'll be there in no time.

Heys, I still lasted in this race, gonna hope to see more people running this race togather. REDRAIN is Coming!!!

Burden

2009-04-29T01:53:00.005+08:00

God always wants us to follow his ways as He wants us to have a close relationship with him. Today's E8 Meeting was very motivational and inspirational. I got really impacted by what Gabriel said about what is the CG's Kept and Lacked. I got this conviction in my heart that, I want to step up and really taking it seriously, carry the burden of the CG and moreover, the church. I got really Inspired and ministered through the story of how pastors really put in lot's of blood and sweat effort just to raise 9 youth and now thousands. The spiritual burden of the CG, the financial burden of the church,"God I am willing to go a step of faith and help to lift it up". This conviction just came so strongly. Decision between Well to do worldly life VS Faithfilled Godly life? I will want a faithfilled Godly life?

SYF GOLD

2009-04-23T23:40:00.002+08:00

Today was an awesome day and a mark of memories for SGSS Vocal Ensemble. We had practice and Rehersal in the music room feeling excited and nervious. Around early afternoon, we set off for Victoria concert hall. Had a final Warm up, Visualisation and here we go, "Rock the House". Before going on stage, I could really felt nerviousness and excitement. But when We walked on stage, that feeling was gone! I guess the See red light really does help. After performing, I really felt great. Today's results was not really good for the day as the judges are very stight this year. But, Choir number 126, St Gabriel's Secondary School, Gold! Moreover, I'm also very inspired by susan boyle today while singing and perform on stage, I thought of this lady and the Vocal sang like we wanted to sang so badly to glory God.

This is a Video of susan boyle http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKPOW88qFtY

E8 Outing

2009-04-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

Today's E8 sentosa outing was soo happening and awesome! This morning, I woke up and nua while chatting with Yan Rui and sending her some photos. To the brim of my sianness, the sky started rainning. It stopped after around 30mins, After I left house and reached Habourfront to meet the CG. While waiting for Gabriel, everyone was at the MRT station talking nonsense and playing around. haha, Yan Rui also said that i look like a kid, I was thinking, maybe because shes too motherly. lol XD

We had a great time in the beach at sentosa, piniced and got wet, Kenneth got wet, followed by Gabriel and me and then the rest of the poeple. It was really fun playing in the water and trying to get people into the water! This is like the most happenning outing E8 had so far! After getting ourselfs clean and dry, we went to Vivo city and had dinner at the sky garden. Miaow and I also took some photo and capture the lightning and the fantastic lighting.

Notice that at the bottom of the photo there's my copyright tag. Reason being, I realise and was told by Miaow that, uploading photos online for example to Facebook, You are actually giving them your photo and they will be owning them. I don't want them to steal my work! XD

The next CG outing is gonna be awesome, can't wait for CG meeting! E8 is just simply exciting and amazing! seeya!

New Level of Worship

2009-04-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

At midnight (very early in the morning) I was with Gabriel at his house preparing for CG which is before service, after I figured out the strumming of "The Stand" and everything, we decided to worship with this song and we had a phenomenal around one hour worship session. After this night, I felt spirit and faith filled as to bring worship into a new level and stronger spiritual atmosphere. I also learnt alot from Gabriel on playing the guitar to lead people into worship. It was so powerful that I felt numb by the holy spirit. this can go on for hours and I'll not feel tired.

CG started at 1pm and I can feel that there's something diffrent in the worship during CG this time. The spiritual atmosphere had gone to the high notch and I'm am so numb that I cannot feel the presence of God while the others could, I can feel the presence of God only when It was at the highest level. Today, I truely knew what is the new level of worship I always wanted. I'm deeply in love with the presence of God.

Supposingly mondane day

2009-03-31T19:42:00.005+08:00

Today, I finally reach school with at least 10mins before school starts, for the first time after being late for one week. I can feel that Mr Tuang has nothing to say about me being late this time. haha, anway I got to correct this habit as I may be late in alot things. Today's morning duty was as mondane as usual, cause Daryell and I don't really talk much during duities.

I was surprised when Eli told me last night that she will be doing some EZ link card thing in my school today. It was so weird, EZ link card in st gabriel's? haha. But I soon realised that the whole school will be changing our EZ link cards to the new one just this morning and Eli is actually working part time for this Gemalto company that makes the new EZ link cards. I got to met up with her during my recess and we had a short chat. As usual, I always hide and observe then stand at the back of the person and call them to tell them to look behind. XD lol. It's really great to get to see or meet church friends out of nowhere and I really like that feeling, It really boost my faith as to 4th dimension seeing people around me being also church friends. Awesome man! Eli was saying just now that it will be weird for a guy to speak to a girl in a all boys school, I told her to take it as she's a teacher(Miss Yuen). haha, I mean bold is the key to everything. no offence XD

After school, I went for Vocal Practice for the rest of my day in school and as usual we practised untill 6pm. And that's my whole day activity in school.

Gonna play guitar`now and practice "the Stand" for CG.

cya.

What Life?

2009-03-30T15:19:00.003+08:00

"The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly." John 10:10

I can feel that this season, God is testing my faithfulness and spiritual Strength. If I were to be given a choice of either a good secular life or a spiritual life, I would rather have a Godly life. as I know my God is real and he will help me through nomatter what circumstance. "I will live my life being God dependent". even if I am going to get parental objection in going to church, I will still fight to serve God and to glorify God.

Standing my ground

2009-03-28T13:34:00.003+08:00

Yesterday Tee Ang, Gabriel and Me visted Derry, and Derry is always sooooo awesome, he shared with us he's life in BMT during these 2 weeks and how is it like. I was pretty amazed that Army was not what I used to think it is like. Instade, after lisentning to Derry, I realised that army is actually fun in a way! But the bad thing is, it steals your time from coming to church, a 8 to 5 shift will be good? My time will come soon man, so i'll have to threasure these few years first before serving the nation as third or second pirority, serve God FIRST PIRORITY.

Today's usher duty was full of gain for me, I did all the things I know and always do, but I just felt that I have learnt more detailed things in those things. I came to realised that, even though we may do all the mandane stuff, but if we don't try hard and work into it, it will never progress. Just like pastor How said, a man without vision will only fall back but not progress.

Today I just realised that usher minitry had been restructured. My new usher team is now pretty challenging as now there's alot of potential and competent people in this team. Alot of diffrence, the only thing same is that 1 or 2 person is still this team. XD

See ya

*Gabriel is your question party answered? But I just won't tell you fully. lol

right Time, right Place, right Timing

2009-03-26T23:52:00.004+08:00

Today I just had CG meeting and this is probly the one of the few time that I felt complete about the worship part. As this is my second time playing "Jesus" by CHC for CG, I have decided to practice and brush up on this song even before this week, and today I finally got it right. I felt that the previous time when I played this song, it was rather pretty plain and not much of anointing compared to this time. I've added extra strokes and added more colour to the verse and progression chords at the intro or the talking part. I felt that CG today was soo complete and powerful. Just hope that I will have time to brush up more songs and make every CG a powerful worship experience. I believe God had touched people in today's CG.

After CG, it was the right place and time that C3 was training the worship team and we happen to be around for awhile. Although just by lisentning what they were saying, I have really recived some powerful notes as to play with the presence of God. I was also very motivated to read my bible verses from top to bottom again and apply it on my guitar playing for worship, which will help on the dynamics.

I can't wait till the day I have my own worship team which will be called "Amplify" and i'll be playing guitar and worship leading. If you think it will not be possible,

"YOU WAIT AND SEE!!!".XD lol

YSC Service

2009-03-22T17:58:00.005+08:00

Today's YSC service was a fruitful exprience as this is my first time going to YSC. The children over there were so strong in worship & prayer that you can feel the presence of God coming very strongly. This is also my first time on Ministry at YSC, and I really did gained alot of exposure to children church songs. "Can't wait to go there again!".

Filled with enthusicastic and excitedment

2009-03-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

Jest breaked vocal camp today and felt that the logictic group has done a great job in organizing the camp. After we break camp, we went to clear the logistic classroom and some areas in the school. Everything went smoothly and everythings was fulfilled. After cleaning, I met up with Jia Hao along with Daniel and we sattled down in the coffe shop before going home.

Today I actually planed to go churh for service at 5pm but when i reached home, it's arady quite late. So i took a nap untill around 8pm. I just read an SMS from Gabriel and was shocked to know that the old E20 is now E8! I just felt that everthing was going too fast, first we started E20 with less than 10 in attandence, then recently, we had just grown to around 15, now we are re- structured! "that was fast man!" Another reason why i was shocked it's because, I did'nt go for zone meeting today. But at least I found out that i'm in E8 now, it's like becoming rich overnight!

"I'm in E8!!!!"

Photoshooting

2009-03-18T23:59:00.001+08:00

Today I went to Cityhall to shoot photos with Miaow Gaun. Actually the day before, I planed with Gabriel to go to play Left4Dead at LAN. But ubfourtunately, he's not feeling well today, so I ended up going out with Miaow Gaun.

I met up with Miaow around 4 O'clock and we went to espelande to shoot photos. We shot lots of photos out of our creative juices. After which, we realised that while Miaow is good at taking shots of light effects, I am good at taking macro shots. Which then also realized that I can join photog ministry. But I was thinking that I shall wait for the oppurtinuity to come, in time to come, I'll realise i'm in photog. After that, we went back to church and uploaded those photos. We also did some crazy stuff which you'll know when Miaow puts everything togather and upload it online.

While going home in the train, we met Wei Hao and we had a great chat after we split ways with Miaow at City Hall. Everything was fruitful today and I also gained exposure to more photography skills. There's SYF exchange waiting for me tomorrow and thats all for now.

cya =)

Time is spinning around

2009-03-18T00:02:00.002+08:00

Today I spent my day shopping for camp stuff with Hao,Jean and Ryan. Afterwhich, we went to Ryan's house to plan all the money matter and nightwalk. When I reached home it's arady around 9pm, and this is my life for 18 March 2009. lol.

As I am busy for the longest time these days, I did'nt really have much time to have a good chat or online chat with my fellow friends. But I think i'll make use of this blog to update you guys about my latest lively stories. If not, what's the purpose of having a blog....... lol.

"Time is spinning around on this earthly ground"

Performance

2009-03-15T21:14:00.002+08:00

Just came back from a fulfilling vocal vibes, today's concert was somewhat great, but not really the best. We enjoyed ourself's while singing and ate nice vegetarian burgurs too. XD Alot of people said that the song that we sang "Were You there?" was very touching, and Mr Lee even said that he almost gonna cry while conducting, that's how awesome it is. But musical wise, not really good, we went up key when we supose to down key,lol. But overall, today's concert was quite fulfilling in the sense that we enjoyed ourselfs. Today was just the beginning of the busy week, there will be more to come intense activities, tommorrow still have to go VCH for SYF rehearsal. I think i'm gonna be alot more stress this week. But I'll give my best shot this week and see how thing goes. yup.

Moments

2009-03-12T20:41:00.005+08:00

Lot's of things are coming my way and i'm also getting busy these days. Lot's of things to attend, Vocal practices, Services, Ministry, CG haha chong ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Especially when SYF is coming in 6weeks time, i'll be spending more time in school singing lol. Still struggling to plan a good schedule and workplan, I hope my timing will be more stable by end of this week. yeah!!!!!! For the His glory, Chong for His kingdom!!!! for passion of choir and vocal, chong for SYF GOLD W/Honours!!! haha. radom XD =)

Singing till the dawn

2009-03-10T19:20:00.005+08:00

Just reached home today, feeling fruitful in a way and not fruitful in a way. Today's Vocal practice was rather long and and tiring. Have to go school early in the morning and reach by 7.25am today and spend rest of the day in the music room for vocal. Straight away after morning assembly we went up to the music room and slacked while planning for the March Vocal camp. Everything went well though Miss Lim said that we are not supose to touch anything in the music room lol. Then after having a short break, we had vocal practice as a whole Vocal untill late afternoon with a lunch inbetween. After Vocal practice is quite sian, as the people who are doing logistics for the camp have to stay back for furthur planning. But it was quite fruitful as we finally got it half done arady. This will continue untill tommorrow and it may be better tommorow hopefully.

Today I crocked up my timing with CG timing again and left alot of prepartion to be done by Gabriel. But I hope i've could be more ogernized next time. =)

Independence is not solo.

Anto,

Hidden Conviction

2009-03-02T20:12:00.009+08:00

Today school was as normal as usual, and a new teacher finally is taking over Tuang for math lessons, But we really do miss him, especially he had been the math teacher for my class since sec one till now. After school, I had meeting with Jiahao and Daniel regarding the March Vocal camp. Everything was neatly planned, but we just need to brush up some stuff, March camp will be a fulfilling one for the sec ones and the rest of the vocal. After that, I went to Singost mcdonald with Jiahao and ate mega mcspicy without lettuce(just like someone) xD talked crap and also vocal stuff for more than an hour and we went back at around 7 plus haha.

I just got a new FAITH note book, bought from popular just now impromptu. I'm now motivated to take down more sermon notes!

"Hidden Conviction"

This hidden conviction I am talking about is one of my desire and conviction in vocal and why after half a year i finally got inspired to recommit myself in vocal and singing. I will not really tell openly, But if maybe "when time to come", if Miss Yee or Mr Lee or the teachers wants to know, I will tell them. yup =) haha are you curious? lol xD

Another wonderful day in my life

2009-02-22T23:51:00.010+08:00

Today, I planned to wake up at 6am but I end up waking up at 8.30am. Actually I did woke up at 6am, but I snoozed and continued sleeping. Yup, that's how I enjoyed my sleep. I prepared for usher and left house to church at 10.30am. In the bus, I thought of some things, which I will post tomorrow,It really got me thinking about my life. When i reached church, I realised that I was not late yet though it's 11.32am. Today's usher duty was awesome, just that I felt alittle tired,But I still pulled it through.

What i broke through in Usher Ministry today:
- Able to carry 5 Chairs in a row now
- Able to do things quickly and still being effective
- Able to keep looking sharp

What i feel about usher duty today:
I felt that though today usher duty overall was pretty good, but i just feel that though we may be good, but we want to be Great and Best in what we are doing now. We can still find ways to do things better over being good. It's like not staying in our comfort zone, get out of the circle and raise up.
(I actually wanted to share this during debrief, but no chance liao, so i decided to share it here. XD)

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The hanging out with my CG part is very sian today, but next service, I will think of better things to do when hanging out even though we have not much people. E20 you rocks. XD

Pastor like Pink liao! waaaaaaooooooohooooo!

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My tagboard is up again. I linked it this time, so it will be a pop up tag board. Just look on the right of your screen.

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Ohya, and today is someone's awesome day,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGHONG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUISHAN!
我们永远这次你!
Wo men yong yuan ze chi ni!

Yeah,yeah,yeah! , Anto XD

My Road Map

2009-02-22T23:36:00.003+08:00

Today's sermon was totally awesome, It's the same sermon as yesterday's serivce but with a diffrent and deeper revelation. Pastor talked about muturing in the christian journey, and that really impacted me alot. If you don't know, i have been a christian for over 13years. And i'm actrually my salvation is not in Heart of God Church, i'm actrually a church transfer.

This morning while in the bus on my way to church for usher, i suddenly had a thought of thinking back about what kind of christian i am untill now. And i actrually did try to recall what was i like years ago and now. Last time, i used to be a Sunday chrisdtian hat just go to church for tye sake of going. And I do pray, but my prayer is not a prayer of faith. if you wonder what I do last time, I did what i'm doing now, reading the bible, Praise & worshipping God. But all these are not done through faith. But since the day i got planted to heart of god church, i started to exprience god in a whole new level and expriencing good in a really real way. But as I grow more in church, I started to get comfortable in my comfort zone and not progressing anymore, even though doing more things in CG and being in ministries.

Today's sermon impacted me in a way that, understanding whats being a strong christian all about motivated me and moved me to continue matruring as a christian.

Friday

2009-02-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today was a long and tiring day for me as it's a Friday and always a friday! today lesson was rather more intresting than yesterday. After school, I went straight for Vocal without eating, and I was feeling hungry throughout the whole practice. But despite being hungry, today's vocal practice was rather active also. We did Mogamigawa finally up till 3rd page, and also did "Longerst Time". Longest time was rather fun to sing because the solo part that Kenneth or Kevin and I will be singing has a high G note that is rather hard to sing as we are Bass2.

My Blog is not dead, I'll never stop Posting for the logest time. XD

Dreams

2009-02-09T00:12:00.007+08:00

Last Thursday's CG, was awesome. I also realised something very interesting about E20 now. E20 is having more and more girls than guys. This is the very first time E20 CG meeting is sitting in a bigger circle, no longer the small room space that we had in Gabriel's house some time ago last year. I'v really seen that E20 had grown bigger in numbers since the day we was restructured. And soon, all the guys like Gabriel, Miaow, Derry.... will be going to NS very soon. And there will be Me and Kenneth the only guys left. WE NEED MORE GUYS! XD

After Thursday's CG, i was assured filled by what Gabriel told me about raising up. That I need to have Faith and believe to definitely raise up. I was strucked deep in my heart and realised what was actrually missing. Now I know truly, having vision and dreams to raise up is not possible to succeed. But with faith and believing in God, dreams and vision will start to being fulfilled.

Off i go, gonna think of what to do for valetine's day.............
MAD about Sec 1,
MAD about Sec 1,
MAD about Sec 1

Best of the Better

2009-01-28T18:22:00.002+08:00

My mind keeps telling me that "I want to be a worship leader" whenever i play guitar. Today, I kept playing "Through it all" and it's getting more melodic each time. Gonna plant this in my mind that,"every CG meeting the I play for, the worship will not go badder but only better each time". This week, i'm going to build strong in bringing down the presence of God. Gotta see how awesome it is being in a CG meeting that has a strong atmosphere.

Busy,busy, busy

2009-01-11T23:53:00.002+08:00

This coming week's schedule will be rather busy for me. Lot's of things needed to be done and attend. But what makes the week special for me is that it's 14Jan *hint*. And on Thursday, I'll be back singing in Vocal Ensemble again! Let me tell you that, I'm gonna practise & readjust my vocals before I join back the ensemble. Also, i'm gonna practice my guitar imably for this coming CG meeting, This week is going to be phenomenal.

Antho, catch it right.

New Year Resolution 2009

2009-01-01T16:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! It's a new day & a New Year!

In 2008, i have been growing with the CG, I have risen up to be a CG guitarist, Miaow & Derry risen up and became a TL. The Church is growing stronger every year and more dream & vision getting confessed. For this year, it's gonna be a challenge to me as to raise up to a higher level.

- Become a zone guitarist

- Become a Worship team guitarist

- Bring 20 friends this year

- Raise up in Projection

- Raise up to a higher level in Usher

- Raise up to become a leader

Philippians 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"