Another Mandane day in school, things goes very slowly this morning. On my way to school this morning, I met chek yeow at serangoon MRT station.

While walking to school, I remembered what Fifi posted at her facebook status this morning, which changed my thoughts at an impact.

"We shoulden't follow what our heart says, for our hearts are deceitful. Make the right decision and stick to it".

I realized that I had made alot of mistake, as in doing things wrongly. What I can say is that, I did'nt think and decide before requesting and asking things. Everything just pop out of my mind and I just shoot it out, thinking that others will be ok and agreeable. (If you had been talking to me recently, you might know.) I feel that my insecurity had irritated or disturbed some people through this. Came to realise that I have not thought of others when requesting or asking things, How to ask? How will the person feel when I make direct request?

I am going to change my buggy way of doing things, thinking and asking. I feel sorry for those who had tolerated it. Thanks for respecting me also. =) I feel that being faithful in the small things does need to be applied in this area of my life. Felt my emotions getting lighter now, this is definitely a lesson that had enabled me to grow.

I don't want to lose trust, friendship and relationship because of my lacks. Time for me to really really raise up and grow to a new level. =)

"Spirit makes man!"